✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.
Why Nothing is NOT God’s Plan (And If You Think It Is, You’re Missing the Joke)
Some people really believe they’re the main character in God’s favorite TV show. They think everything happening in the world is just side plot drama while they alone are the righteous, chosen, or enlightened ones. And of course, when something goes their way, it’s “God’s divine will.” But when it doesn’t? Suddenly, it’s the devil, corruption, persecution, or the collapse of civilization.
Here’s a reality check: Everything is God’s plan.
Maya’s Lessons: Every Challenge is an Initiation—HER Way of Teaching
Maya is not just the great weaver of illusion—SHE is also the great initiator. Every hardship, every loss, every moment of doubt or fear is HER invitation to rise. To see more clearly, to move more freely, to awaken.
Many view challenges as obstacles, roadblocks to happiness, as if life is conspiring against them. But in reality? Every single difficulty is HER lesson and HER opportunity. SHE teaches through contrast. Through discomfort. Through the very illusion that we often try to escape.
Maya & Freedom: The Illusion as the Doorway to Liberation
Maya is often seen as the enemy of liberation—the great deceiver who keeps us bound to illusion. But what if Maya is not a prison, but a passageway? What if the very illusion we seek to escape is the doorway to our freedom?
SHE does not simply obscure reality—SHE reveals it. But only to those who learn to see beyond HER veils.
The Paradox of Liberation
Many seekers believe that awakening means rejecting Maya, dissolving HER, or escaping the illusion altogether. But if Maya is the architect of existence itself, then escaping HER is impossible.
Freedom is not found outside of Maya—it is found within HER.
The Illusion of Choice: Did You Ever Agree to This?
Maya—the veil of illusion—keeps us entangled in narratives we never agreed to. These stories shape how we see ourselves, what we believe we need, and who we think we should be. But what if you never actually agreed to any of it?
If someone asked you outright if you'd be okay with being manipulated—told what to want, how to look, what to buy, and even how to feel—your answer would likely be a firm, resounding “No.”
No one wants to admit they’re being controlled like a puppet on a string.
But here’s the cold, hard truth: You are.