
✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.

Why Nothing is NOT God’s Plan (And If You Think It Is, You’re Missing the Joke)
Some people really believe they’re the main character in God’s favorite TV show. They think everything happening in the world is just side plot drama while they alone are the righteous, chosen, or enlightened ones. And of course, when something goes their way, it’s “God’s divine will.” But when it doesn’t? Suddenly, it’s the devil, corruption, persecution, or the collapse of civilization.
Here’s a reality check: Everything is God’s plan.

Dancing with Maya: Navigating the Illusion with Awareness & Joy
The Illusion is Alive—And So Are You
The biggest misunderstanding about Maya is that she is some cruel trickster keeping us from enlightenment. In reality, she is the fabric of existence itself. Without Maya, there is no world, no self, no experience. She is the stage, the actors, and the script—all at once. The key is learning how to move with her, rather than against her.