✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.
Why Nothing is NOT God’s Plan (And If You Think It Is, You’re Missing the Joke)
Some people really believe they’re the main character in God’s favorite TV show. They think everything happening in the world is just side plot drama while they alone are the righteous, chosen, or enlightened ones. And of course, when something goes their way, it’s “God’s divine will.” But when it doesn’t? Suddenly, it’s the devil, corruption, persecution, or the collapse of civilization.
Here’s a reality check: Everything is God’s plan.
The Matrix is Real: How You’ve Been Programmed Since Birth
We like to think we are free thinkers, making independent choices, forming our own beliefs. But what if those beliefs were planted? What if the world we see is a carefully crafted narrative designed to keep us from waking up?
This isn’t science fiction. It’s the matrix of conditioning, and you’ve been plugged into it your entire life.
What Is Maya? The Illusion We All Live In
Imagine looking at the world through a filter—one that colors your experiences, shapes your thoughts, and distorts your view of reality. This filter is so deeply ingrained that you might not even realize it’s there. In the yogic tradition, this filter is called Maya, and it’s the veil of illusion that clouds our perception of what’s real.
Maya isn’t just about what’s “out there.” It’s about what’s “in here,” too. It’s the stories we tell ourselves, the beliefs we cling to, and the expectations that shape our lives. It’s the lens through which we see ourselves, others, and the world—and it often keeps us feeling stuck, disconnected, or searching for something more.