✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.
The Cosmic Clock: Deep Time Thinking Beyond the Illusion of Maya
Time rules our lives. We wake to alarms, race to meet deadlines, and end our days wondering where the hours went. It feels like time is always slipping away—a resource so scarce we’re constantly chasing it. But what if that perception of time is all wrong?
Deep time thinking offers a completely different view. It shifts our focus from the clock on the wall to the vast timeline of the universe—a timeline where millions of years are mere moments. It’s an invitation to zoom out, to step beyond our human-centered experience of time, and align with the cycles and rhythms that have shaped existence for billions of years.
Unveiling the Ripple: Beyond Illusion to Truth
Imagine this: You stand at the edge of a still, clear lake, unaware that the water you see reflects not only your face but the layers of illusion — of stories and beliefs — that shape your life. In your hand, you hold a small stone. You toss it gently into the water, and the surface ripples outward in perfect, concentric waves. If you watch closely, you’ll notice something else: the ripples don’t just move outward; they echo back, returning to the very point where the stone first touched the water.
This ripple effect — one small action or thought creating waves that extend far beyond what we can see, touching both the world around us and returning to the depths within us — is powered by something profound. Some call it universal energy, others divine grace. In yoga, we call it Shakti — the creative force of life that awakens us to the truth beyond illusion.
What Is Maya? The Illusion We All Live In
Imagine looking at the world through a filter—one that colors your experiences, shapes your thoughts, and distorts your view of reality. This filter is so deeply ingrained that you might not even realize it’s there. In the yogic tradition, this filter is called Maya, and it’s the veil of illusion that clouds our perception of what’s real.
Maya isn’t just about what’s “out there.” It’s about what’s “in here,” too. It’s the stories we tell ourselves, the beliefs we cling to, and the expectations that shape our lives. It’s the lens through which we see ourselves, others, and the world—and it often keeps us feeling stuck, disconnected, or searching for something more.