
✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.

Spiritual Tourists vs. True Initiates
We’ve all seen it.
Some of us have been it.
The curated altars. The incense.
The mantras that roll off the tongue with perfect pronunciation—
but none of it has entered the body.
None of it has undone you.
And if it hasn’t undone you…
it hasn’t truly touched you.
This isn’t a takedown.
This is a truth-telling.
A mirror.
A moment.