✦ The Archive
Where the Spell Was First Broken
Before the Field revealed herself, there was the unraveling.
There were stories I had to live all the way through—
illusions I had to hold until they dissolved in my hands.
This page holds those echoes.
These aren’t just blogs.
They are transmissions wrapped in language.
They carry the memory of what it took to see through the spell.
To meet Maya.
To walk HER Leela.
To remember that what’s false often has to be fully lived before it can be released.
Read them as breadcrumbs.
Read them as mirrors.
Read them when you’re ready to remember what you already know.
Spiritual Tourists vs. True Initiates
We’ve all seen it.
Some of us have been it.
The curated altars. The incense.
The mantras that roll off the tongue with perfect pronunciation—
but none of it has entered the body.
None of it has undone you.
And if it hasn’t undone you…
it hasn’t truly touched you.
This isn’t a takedown.
This is a truth-telling.
A mirror.
A moment.
Sacred Geometry: Activating Cosmic Intelligence Through Form
Sacred geometry is more than just beautiful patterns—it is the blueprint of existence, a direct reflection of cosmic intelligence. When we create and work with sacred geometry grids, we are not just making art; we are engaging with the fundamental structures of reality, tuning our consciousness to the divine order that permeates all things.
Why Nothing is NOT God’s Plan (And If You Think It Is, You’re Missing the Joke)
Some people really believe they’re the main character in God’s favorite TV show. They think everything happening in the world is just side plot drama while they alone are the righteous, chosen, or enlightened ones. And of course, when something goes their way, it’s “God’s divine will.” But when it doesn’t? Suddenly, it’s the devil, corruption, persecution, or the collapse of civilization.
Here’s a reality check: Everything is God’s plan.
Mysterium Tremendum: When the Divine Breaks You Open
Mysterium tremendum—a phrase coined by theologian Rudolf Otto—is the experience of encountering the vast, awe-inspiring, and sometimes terrifying presence of the Divine. It is the feeling of being utterly small and yet profoundly connected. It is the rush of energy that overtakes you when you stand on the precipice of something beyond comprehension.